Methods
Participants
The study formed part of a broader project conceptualised by the third and fourth authors (MEL
and RR, respectively) and was undertaken by the second author (ZNS) under their guidance, while
the first author (AS) joined the project after the data had been collected. ZNS used purposive sam-
pling to recruit 25 endometriosis patients who experienced severe fatigue via social media and the
Endometriosis clinic at Tygerberg Hospital in Cape Town, South Africa. ZNS visited the clinic
weekly and posted a study advert on the Facebook page of two local support groups in order to
recruit participants. Eligibility criteria included the following. Participants had to be 18 years or
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older, formally diagnosed by a gynaecologist, and experiencing fatigue that impaired daily func-
tioning. Fatigue severity was measured by asking participants to rate their fatigue on a scale of 1 to
10, with 1 indicating almost no fatigue and 10 indicating very severe fatigue. Only patients with a
rating of 6 or higher were included in the study. This cut-off point was used to distinguish moderate
to severe fatigue and was determined based on informal feedback provided by lived experience
advisors. Eligible, interested patients provided written informed consent and were interviewed
face-to-face. The participants ranged in age from 22 to 45 years (median age: 36 years), with a
median duration since diagnosis of 4 years (range: 6 months–21 years).
Instruments
The second, third, and fourth authors developed a semi-structured interview guide to explore the
fatigue experiences of participants, including questions about how they described fatigue, the
impact it had on their lives, the strategies they employed to manage it, and the support they received
from others. ZNS conducted the interviews in English (92%) and Afrikaans (8%) based on respond-
ent preference.
Ethical considerations
Ethical approval for this study was provided by the Health Research Ethics Committee (HREC) at
Stellenbosch University as well as the Western Cape Department of Health. Interviews lasted
between 30 and 76 min (mean: 40 min). Participants who experienced any distress as a result of the
interview could contact the researchers to access counselling services that were made available.
The interviews were transcribed verbatim, and transcripts were checked against the audio record-
ings for accuracy, after which they were loaded into Atlas.ti version 8 for analysis.
Data analysis
Given the exploratory nature of the study, the authors initially analysed the data for breadth to gain
better insight into this understudied phenomenon. The full sample of transcripts was analysed uti-
lizing a data-driven, deductive thematic analysis (TA) to focus on the more pragmatic elements of
the data (Braun et al., 2015), for which the results are presented elsewhere (Sibande & Roomaney,
2022). While conducting the TA, the authors noted some particularly rich interviews that contained
novel insights and interesting self-reflections regarding the experience of chronic fatigue, for
which they kept a list of transcripts, and which prompted a subsequent analysis to assess latent
meanings within the data.
AS utilized IPA for the subsequent analysis given its wide use in health psychology to explore
how participants make sense of their own experiences (Brocki & Wearden, 2006). IPA’s theoreti-
cal underpinnings are grounded in phenomenology and hermeneutics, focusing on the meanings
that individuals ascribe to events, which are accessible through interpretative activity (Biggerstaff
& Thompson, 2008). IPA is a useful methodology for analysing ambiguous, complex, or emo-
tionally laden topics, and involves a two-stage interpretative process, or double hermeneutic,
whereby the researcher attempts to make sense of the participants attempting to make sense of
their worlds (Smith & Osborn, 2015). While the approach to the exploratory qualitative study
was not informed by IPA from the outset, qualitative data tend to be complex, enabling the use
of a range of analytical approaches to unpack different possible meanings within it, or what
Clark et al. (2015) refer to as analytical pluralism. The breadth and depth of experience shared
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by study participants using the semi-structured interview schedule meant that the data were suit-
able for IPA. Furthermore, the exploratory study was phenomenological in that it sought to
understand and describe the lived experiences of chronically fatigued endometriosis patients to
gain deeper insight into how they understand these experiences.
Of the 11 transcripts containing particularly rich data, a smaller, homogeneous group was iden-
tified for the IPA, consisting of seven female patients who were over the age of 25 years, had
undergone at least one surgery (and would therefore have expected some relief from the symp-
toms), and had an advanced stage of the disease.
In undertaking the IPA, AS followed the process outlined by Smith and Osborn (2003), which
involved reading the first transcript multiple times and noting interesting or significant aspects in the
margin. These were converted into emergent themes at a higher level of abstraction during subse-
quent readings of the transcript. Connections were subsequently sought between these themes,
resulting in a cluster of superordinate and subordinate themes. The same procedure was applied
when analysing the remaining transcripts, after which AS, MEL, and RR reviewed the themes to
explore convergences and divergences in the data. This informed the development of a master table
of superordinate themes, ensuring that they formed a good representation of the transcripts.
The participants whose transcripts were selected for the analysis using IPA ranged in age from
28 to 43 years and were all employed on a full-time basis (Table 1). Three of the participants were
married, three were single, and one was separated. One participant lived alone, four lived with
other adults, and two lived with children. Four participants had graduated from university. The
names of participants have been changed to protect their identities.
Several strategies were employed to enhance trustworthiness in the data collection and analysis
process. The interviews were audio-recorded to ensure that the accuracy of the data contained in
the transcripts could be verified. ZNS and RR met on a weekly basis throughout the data collection
period to reflect on the data and how future interviews could be improved. Upon joining the pro-
ject, AS listened to the recordings while reading through the transcripts to ensure that they accu-
rately reflected the discussions. Finally, while undertaking the subsequent analysis, AS shared and
discussed the codes with ML and RR who were very familiar with the data.
Results
Three superordinate themes and eight subordinate themes were developed. The three superordinate
themes were powerlessness, which was a core aspect of the chronic fatigue experience among
participants; struggle and anguish, as their lives had become a daily struggle resulting in feelings
of despair and anger; and otherness as they felt different from their peers due to the fatigue.
Table 1. Participant characteristics.
Participant pseudonym Age Years since diagnosis Disease stage Employment status
Tanya 28 1 4 Full-time
Lynne 36 3 4 Full-time
Viola 43 5 4 Full-time
Khethiwe 40 9 3 Full-time
Cara 34 9 4 Full-time
Busisiwe 29 7 3 Full-time
Julia 43 2 4 Full-time
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Powerlessness
The enemy within. Participants described chronic fatigue as a type of ghost that had taken control
of their bodies:
It’s like having this monster in your life. It’s like having a ghost. It’s like battling with this ghost that
refuses to go away, that does what it wants to do, whenever, however, it wants to do it. Nothing you say,
nothing you do, will take this thing away. This monster is saying, ‘when I’m here in your life you just obey
. . . you know you just bow down to me and say do what you want to do, allow me, because of regardless
if you fight me or not I am here’ . . . (Busisiwe)
I don’t know what word I can call it. Evil. I don’t know. Because it’s like such cruelty man. (Tanya)
Busisiwe and Tanya both externalize fatigue as something that is happening to them, over which
they have no control. The use of words like ‘ghost’, ‘monster’, and ‘evil’ denote the presence of an
external being with malevolent intentions that haunts or torments the women. Tanya’s use of the
word ‘cruelty’ suggests fatigue as something sinister that aims to create suffering or punishment.
Furthermore, ghosts or monsters are often described as being seen by some people but not others,
which implies that fatigue is hidden or invisible to those not affected by it. In the broader qualita-
tive study, many participants spoke about the invisibility of fatigue because they appeared healthy
on the outside. In addition, participants described not being able to fight against the fatigue, which
has power over them, indicating their vulnerability and their sense of lacking control over their
bodies. The repeated use of words like ‘fight’ and ‘battle’ by participants liken having fatigue to
being in a war zone, where the women are fighting against the odds.
Being crushed. Most participants also described fatigue as a feeling of physical heaviness, where
they felt as though they were being weighed down or crushed. Julia and Khethiwe described a
sense of heaviness in their heads when trying to get out of bed in the morning, while Violet likened
fatigue to being crushed by an elephant:
I, sometimes in the mornings, feel as if there is a stone in my head. I cannot get up, my head doesn’t want
to lift. (Julia)
It becomes so much of a struggle to get out of bed. It’s like there’s a magnet between your head and your
pillow. (Khethiwe)
It feels like you have this elephant sitting on your chest, and it is just pressing you down all the time, so
you feel weighed down. Your body feels heavy. (Violet)
The likening of fatigue to a feeling of physical heaviness indicates that the participants experience
it as being overpowering and that they do not have the strength to resist it. They felt trapped by the
fatigue, which is difficult to ‘carry’ or ‘lift’ and is the opposite to feeling light or free. The women
reported having to expend great effort to overcome this weight, which left them feeling weaker,
and also required them to expend immense effort to carry out mundane tasks, with which they
struggled. This again points to participants’ sense of powerlessness and lack of control that stems
from living with chronic fatigue.
Lifelessness. The participants also compared fatigue to being lifeless. In her description, Tanya
refers to her blood, which symbolizes vitality and life, draining out of her body, leaving her feeling
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lifeless and unable to do anything. Some of the participants also referred to death, saying that they
were ‘dead tired’ or felt ‘dead inside’. Busisiwe again refers to an external malevolent being, but
this time it is one that ‘steals’ her soul. The experience of being alive but feeling ‘dead’ or ‘soulless’
indicates that the participants feel as though they are lacking their inner essence and that they are
just hollow shells of themselves. There is no ‘fuel’ left in the tank, with all of it having been taken
or having seeped out. There is a sense of doom, with fatigue taking away their vitality and leaving
them with nothing:
I just sit and do nothing. At work also, I’ll just sit like this. Just to recuperate, sort of. That’s all I do, there’s
nothing else I can do. I usually also tell my mom it feels like all the blood just drained out of my body.
(Tanya)
But it does, it does kind of hold you back in your life. It’s like somebody robbing you of your soul and
expecting you to still live, you know. (Busisiwe)
Struggle and anguish
An everyday struggle. Cara and Khethiwe both reference the immense struggle they face each day in
performing regular activities as a result of the fatigue. They were overwhelmed with a sense of
exhaustion, even waking up feeling this way in the morning. They experienced an extreme need to
sleep or rest but never actually felt rested. The participants reported that they had to ‘push’ them-
selves to do regular things like get out of bed, which indicates a need for force to be used. The
fatigue made it difficult for them to do things, which in turn became things that they did not want
to do, resulting in a need for them to go against their natural inclination. There was much internal
struggle as participants put up a fight against themselves to get through a regular day and they felt
as though life was simply too much to cope with:
When I wake up it’s like a struggle because you wake up and you are like ‘has the alarm already gone off?’
And you are so tired, you don’t want to really get out of bed, but you must push yourself because you need
to work. And so I normally feel drained, like someone that has been out all night, you feel like that tired,
tired feeling. I’m just permanently tired.
It’s like you waking up feeling like you’ve had a hard day already. (Cara)
Everything becomes so much of a struggle. Walking from here, going upstairs. They’ll tell you they know
when I’m coming up because I’ll be panting and huffing. It’s very difficult. It’s very difficult because the
simplest things I’m telling you, standing up from here to there, it can be quite a mission, which it shouldn’t
be. These are the simplest things in life. (Khethiwe)
Frustrated outrage. The constant struggle participants were engaged in to ‘get through the day’
resulted in much anger and frustration for them:
You get frustrated in many ways, especially if you’ve got a lot of responsibilities that await you and now
you can’t do anything again for another day. You know I have given up when it comes to endometriosis.
At some point I felt very angry. (Busisiwe)
It is very frustrating, because I want to do more but my body is not allowing me to. (Julia)
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Busisiwe and Julia both expressed frustration and anger at the fact that they could not do what they
needed or wanted to do as a result of the fatigue. They were incapacitated and felt that they had no
control over their lives. Julia said that her body ‘will not allow’ her to do more, which again points
to a feeling of not having control or being powerless and trapped. The participants directed this
anger towards their own bodies, expressing a sense of betrayal in that their bodies have ‘let them
down’. They were disappointed as a result, which also created a sense of failure. In the face of this
failure, participants have become angry and resentful, which has led some of them to resign or sur-
render themselves to the disease as they do not believe it will ever get any better.
Despair. The participants expressed much anguish and sadness as a result of having to live with
chronic fatigue. Many participants were visibly distressed during the interviews and cried or
became emotional when talking about how it had impacted their lives. They also talked about per-
vasive sadness:
A lot of times I feel depressed because of how I feel. (Lynne)
Waking up tired is not nice. It’s like ‘oh my word another day, the day come so quick, why am I so tired’,
like you question yourself. And sometimes you are just so tired and you don’t enjoy things as you used to.
It’s like life hasn’t seemed as enjoyable as it used to be. (Cara)
Both Khethiwe and Lynne refer to feelings of depression that emanate from being fatigued. Cara
further describes how she had lost any sense of enjoyment in her life as a result of the fatigue. In
the quote Cara seemed exasperated about how quickly the days passed and yet how she felt tired
on each one of them. The constant fatigue was overwhelming and created much despair among
participants, who felt hopeless and doomed to feel this way for the rest of their lives. They also
struggled with sadness from not being able to live their lives the way that they want to.
Otherness
Abnormal. The participants described how their energy levels differed from those of others:
I don’t have the energy that you have. I’m not normal as you are, as much as I try to be as functional as
everybody in the office or at home does. I’m not normal, I am not like you. (Busisiwe)
It’s actually sad, because, why? It’s like you question yourself, ‘why can’t I be like other people? Why
can’t I also have that old energy level like other women?’ (Cara)
Both Cara and Busisiwe describe feeling different from other people, who were able to go about
their business every day, while they struggled due to the ever-present fatigue, which made it dif-
ficult for them to function. This resulted in feelings of abnormality and otherness, where partici-
pants felt as though they are separate from the people around them. The participants reported
feeling isolated and alone and some expressed feelings of jealousy about how other people had
sufficient energy to lead ‘normal’ lives. Participants also felt confused about why they were dif-
ferent and expressed a sense of victimhood as a result, feeling as though they have been singled
out in some way for suffering. The participants felt like they were being denied a normal life and
did not understand why they had to suffer in this way. They felt that it is unfair and expressed
resentment towards being different from others. There was also a sense of loss of normality and
functionality as a result of the fatigue, which made participants feel inadequate and less worthy
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than their peers. The participants problematised their bodies and saw themselves as outsiders as a
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