Results
Fifteen participants took part in this study. Data saturation (ie, two interviews without any new emerging theme) was reached after 10 interviews (see Appendix S3 for the saturation matrix), however recruitment continued to ensure greater diversity in the sample. There were no refusals to participate nor drop-outs. Interview duration ranged from 50 minutes to 2 hours and 50 minutes. There were no repeat interviews. In one case, the interview transcript was sent to the participant (Participant 13) for corrections. This was done because some parts of the audio recording were unclear due to internet connection issues during the Zoom interview. Our sample consisted of four men and eleven women aged between 26 and 76 years old, with various pain conditions, pain intensity (average pain intensity ranging from 3 to 7.5 on a scale of 0 to 10), pain chronicity (pain duration ranging from 6 months to 53 years), and work status (ranging from full-time work to permanent disability). Individual participants’ characteristics are reported in Table 1 . All 15 participants reported some elements of body perception disturbances during the interviews. Body drawings made by participants were also used to explore in details participants’ perceptions. Figure 1 shows body drawings from two participants with different pain conditions (Participant 01: Figure 1A ; Participant 08: Figure 1B ). These participants’ drawings were selected because they are representative of different manifestations of body perception disturbances. Table 1 Participants’ Characteristics ID Age Gender Main Diagnosis Other Pain Conditions Other Conditions Duration (Years) Pain Work Status Curr. Av. P01 44 W Fibromyalgia RA, chronic migraine - 27 5 5 Medical leave P02 32 W Fibromyalgia Crohn’s disease, endometriosis - 8 4 5 Full time worker P03 26 W CRPS - - 1 6 7 Medical leave P04 76 W MSK pain (shoulder) MSK pain (back) Osteoporosis, gastric reflux 24 5 7 Part-time worker P05 44 M SCI MSK pain (fracture) - 4.75 5 6 Permanent disability P06 74 M Leg Amputation Severe OA (hips, knees) - 21 2 5.5 Permanent disability P07 61 M Leg Amputation - COPD 15 6 7 Permanent disability P08 47 W CRPS - Hypertension 0.5 2.5 5 Medical leave P09 49 W Chronic headaches OA (hands, feet, knees, neck) - 10 6 6 Medical leave P10 57 M CLBP CRPS Hypertension 16 3 5.5 Permanent disability P11 33 W Fibromyalgia Neurogenic bladder - 18 7.5 7 Part-time worker P12 60 W Fibromyalgia Scoliosis, thoracic myelopathy, chronic migraine, OA, MSK pain (fractures) History of MHDs (Anorexia, addiction, major depression), Hypertension, Hyperthyroidism 53 7.5 7.5 Voluntary worker P13 31 W Endometriosis - History of MHDs (major depression) 18 2.5 3 Full-time student P14 59 W EDS - - 49 5.5 4.5 Full-time worker P15 65 W Neuralgias (trigeminal, occipital, glossopharyngeal) Severe OA (knees, hands, fingers) - 3 2.5 4.5 Retired Abbreviations : ID, participant identification; W, woman; M, man; CRPS, Complex Regional Pain Syndrome; MSK, musculoskeletal; SCI, spinal cord injury; CLBP, chronic low-back pain; EDS, Ehlers-Danlos syndrome; OA, osteoarthritis; RA, rheumatoid arthritis; COPD, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease; MHDs, mental health diseases. Curr. Pain, current pain intensity assessed with a verbal numerical rating scale (0–10); Av. Pain, average pain intensity over the last 7 days assessed with a verbal numerical rating scale (0–10).
Figure 1 Body drawings of Participant 01 ( A ) and Participant 08 ( B ). Participants were asked to draw any peculiarity they perceived about their body. Participant 08 gave written details about some of her perceptions. These details were translated in English for the purpose if this article. The image A shows body drawings of Participant 01, depicting front and back views with various markings indicating perceived peculiarities. The image B shows Participant 08's body drawing with annotations describing sensations: 'My arm automatically places itself in this posture', 'Limb feels detached from the body', 'Numb', 'Fire in the palm, stiff, crab claw-like fingers' and 'Heavy'. These drawings illustrate different manifestations of body perception disturbances as reported by the participants. Body drawings of Participant 01 and Participant 08 showing perceived body peculiarities and sensations.
Participants’ Characteristics
Abbreviations : ID, participant identification; W, woman; M, man; CRPS, Complex Regional Pain Syndrome; MSK, musculoskeletal; SCI, spinal cord injury; CLBP, chronic low-back pain; EDS, Ehlers-Danlos syndrome; OA, osteoarthritis; RA, rheumatoid arthritis; COPD, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease; MHDs, mental health diseases. Curr. Pain, current pain intensity assessed with a verbal numerical rating scale (0–10); Av. Pain, average pain intensity over the last 7 days assessed with a verbal numerical rating scale (0–10).
Body drawings of Participant 01 ( A ) and Participant 08 ( B ). Participants were asked to draw any peculiarity they perceived about their body. Participant 08 gave written details about some of her perceptions. These details were translated in English for the purpose if this article.
Six main themes pertaining to body perception disturbances emerged from the interviews, each encompassing relevant sub-themes (see Figure 2 for details). The six main themes were: (1) distortions of perceived body characteristics (n=15 participants); (2) altered proprioceptive and postural awareness (n=15 participants); (3) a shifted focus toward or away from the pain (n=14 participants); (4) perturbed emotions and beliefs about the body (n=14 participants); (5) neglect-like symptoms (n=10 participants); and (6) a disturbed sense of agency (n=8 participants).
Figure 2 Themes and sub-themes of body perception disturbances and their occurrence among study participants (identified with an “X” mark). All 15 participants reported elements of disturbances in at least three of the six main themes (three themes: n=1; four themes: n=4; five themes: n=3; six themes: n=7). An infographic outlines body perception disturbances among study participants. The left section features horizontal bars showing occurrence (n) of sub-themes with labels 15, 10, 5, 0. Sub-themes are grouped under six main themes: Distortions of perceived body characteristics (Tension, Size, Weight, Numbness, Pressure, Shape, Temperature, Frailty); Altered proprioceptive and postural awareness (Awareness of movements, posture, body outline); Shifted focus toward or away from the pain (Hypervigilance, Disconnection); Perturbed emotions and beliefs about the body (Attitudes and beliefs, Negative emotions, Trust toward the body, Self-concept); Neglect-like symptoms (Motor NLS, Cognitive NLS); Disturbed sense of agency (Feeling of control, Involuntary movements). The right section shows a matrix with participants P01 to P15 and ID, marking sub-theme presence. All 15 participants reported disturbances in at least three themes: three themes (n=1), four themes (n=4), five themes (n=3), six themes (n=7). Infographic of body perception disturbances: occurrence bars and X matrix for participants P01 to P15. Abbreviations : ID, Participant identification; NLS, Neglect-like symptoms.
Themes and sub-themes of body perception disturbances and their occurrence among study participants (identified with an “X” mark). All 15 participants reported elements of disturbances in at least three of the six main themes (three themes: n=1; four themes: n=4; five themes: n=3; six themes: n=7).
All 15 participants reported relevant elements relating to distortions of perceived body characteristics. This theme encompassed eight sub-themes, all of which pertained to discrepancies between how the body or body part is perceived and its actual state. These sub-themes were as follows: tension, size, weight, numbness, pressure, shape, temperature, and frailty.
This sub-theme related to the perception of tension, tightness, rigidity and twisting in different parts of the body. All 15 participants evoked some elements related to this sub-theme. For example, one participant said:
Um. Well, in the joints, the feeling is really, um. Like, it’s. Everything is tight inside, it can’t move much. (P02). Another participant mentioned:
As if I were frozen in concrete, then I go, ‘Oh no, okay, it’s fine, it’s in my head.’ You know. It’s still soft. (P05).
Um. Well, in the joints, the feeling is really, um. Like, it’s. Everything is tight inside, it can’t move much. (P02).
As if I were frozen in concrete, then I go, ‘Oh no, okay, it’s fine, it’s in my head.’ You know. It’s still soft. (P05).
Thirteen participants described distortions regarding the perceived size of painful body parts. In all but one case, participants described their painful body parts as feeling bigger than they were. For example, one participant said:
I feel like my hand is… big, thick, as if it were full, full of water. Like, say, around Halloween time, the rubber masks at [the dollar store] are really thick. It’s like my hand is like that. (P03).
I feel like my hand is… big, thick, as if it were full, full of water. Like, say, around Halloween time, the rubber masks at [the dollar store] are really thick. It’s like my hand is like that. (P03).
Another participant mentioned that when pain was greater following joint subluxation for example (which she experienced repeatedly because of Ehlers–Danlos syndrome), she perceived her body part as being oversized:
When my shoulder hurts, when I subluxate my shoulder, it feels like it’s oversized. (P14). In one case, a participant (P09) recalled an instance in which she had experienced a headache and felt as though her eyes were smaller:
It was as if [my eyes] were small and had difficulty opening.
When my shoulder hurts, when I subluxate my shoulder, it feels like it’s oversized. (P14).
It was as if [my eyes] were small and had difficulty opening.
Distortions in the perceived weight of the body were reported by 13 participants. These distortions mainly affected painful body parts:
My eyelids, it’s a bit as if they were heavy, as if they were going to—it’s hard to explain, I can’t really describe it, but it’s like a heavy weight. (P09). However, some participants also mentioned having a global feeling of heaviness:
My God, yes, my body feels heavy. When I have to stand up, I feel like—it’s as if there’s a weight crushing me all the time, but it’s more like it starts at my shoulders. It’s as if I’m always too heavy or too—and when I walk, I don’t walk the same way anymore. (p12).
My eyelids, it’s a bit as if they were heavy, as if they were going to—it’s hard to explain, I can’t really describe it, but it’s like a heavy weight. (P09).
My God, yes, my body feels heavy. When I have to stand up, I feel like—it’s as if there’s a weight crushing me all the time, but it’s more like it starts at my shoulders. It’s as if I’m always too heavy or too—and when I walk, I don’t walk the same way anymore. (p12).
In all but one case, participants who reported distortions in perceived weight said that their body or body parts felt heavier. The only account of a body part feeling lighter was that of a phantom limb, which felt heavier when pain was more intense and lighter when pain was less intense:
I would say that… it’s lighter [the phantom leg]. (…) Yes, it varies. It varies. Some days it’s heavier. It varies depending on the pain. (P07).
I would say that… it’s lighter [the phantom leg]. (…) Yes, it varies. It varies. Some days it’s heavier. It varies depending on the pain. (P07).
Eleven participants described certain parts of their body as numb, fuzzy, diffuse, or tingling; these accounts were grouped under the Numbness sub-theme. Specifically, these perceptions were related to painful body parts, or phantom limbs. For instance, one participant said:
I feel it all the time [the phantom leg]. Like now, I can feel it. I can feel my foot, it’s numb. (…) Then, when I go to bed, I tell you, my foot immediately goes numb. When I take off my prosthesis, my foot goes numb. (P07)
I feel it all the time [the phantom leg]. Like now, I can feel it. I can feel my foot, it’s numb. (…) Then, when I go to bed, I tell you, my foot immediately goes numb. When I take off my prosthesis, my foot goes numb. (P07)
Eleven participants described feelings of pressure affecting a body part. Some accounts referred to the perception of pressure coming from the outside, like something that is pressing on or tightening around a body part:
It’s as if someone were pushing on my eyes. (P01); Here, the line that surrounds my body [on the body drawing], I can describe it as barbed wire. You know, the wire on the edges of prisons? (…) I have this wire that tightens around my body, and my body feels like it’s going to explode. (P13). Other accounts related to the perception of pressure coming from inside the body:
Especially in the morning, sometimes I say to [my husband], ‘It feels like my knees are going to burst.’ (P12).
It’s as if someone were pushing on my eyes. (P01);
Here, the line that surrounds my body [on the body drawing], I can describe it as barbed wire. You know, the wire on the edges of prisons? (…) I have this wire that tightens around my body, and my body feels like it’s going to explode. (P13).
Especially in the morning, sometimes I say to [my husband], ‘It feels like my knees are going to burst.’ (P12).
This sub-theme pertained to peculiarities or oddities in the perceived shape, appearance, position, or anatomical structures of the body, or body parts. For example, one participant mentioned that during a migraine episode, her head felt elongated and bald. She said:
I felt like I was a Conehead. Seriously. And you know what, it wasn’t hair, it was scalp, it was scalp without hair. (P01). This perception was illustrated by Participant 01 in her body drawing (see Figure 1A ). Another participant explained that she felt as if there were an extra layer of skin under her arm, like a bat wing:
I don’t know, (pause) as if the arm had a. An extension. (…) You know, bats, when they fly, they have [wings]. It’s a little bit like I have that, you know. (P04)
I felt like I was a Conehead. Seriously. And you know what, it wasn’t hair, it was scalp, it was scalp without hair. (P01).
I don’t know, (pause) as if the arm had a. An extension. (…) You know, bats, when they fly, they have [wings]. It’s a little bit like I have that, you know. (P04)
This sub-theme was evoked by 11 participants.
Ten participants recounted instances in which they perceived their painful body parts as colder or hotter than they were. Participants emphasized that they sometimes asked others to acknowledge differences in temperature across different parts of their bodies. They said this helped them realize that their perception of temperature was different from the actual temperature. For example, one participant said:
Um… the cold. It’s like swelling. Sometimes it’s really there. Sometimes I can feel it. You know. Same thing, when I consulted lots of people, I felt that one hand was colder than the other. [People said] ‘Your hands are the same temperature.’ Come on, it’s cold!. (P03)
Um… the cold. It’s like swelling. Sometimes it’s really there. Sometimes I can feel it. You know. Same thing, when I consulted lots of people, I felt that one hand was colder than the other. [People said] ‘Your hands are the same temperature.’ Come on, it’s cold!. (P03)
Another participant described a sunburn-like sensation that really felt like his skin was warmer, even though it was not:
Sometimes there’s a burning sensation, not so bad that you think you have blisters, but you know, there’s a feeling of heat, like, um. Like a sunburn. (…) Nothing. (laughs) There’s no heat. I even asked my girlfriend, it’s like ‘Touch!’ (P05).
Sometimes there’s a burning sensation, not so bad that you think you have blisters, but you know, there’s a feeling of heat, like, um. Like a sunburn. (…) Nothing. (laughs) There’s no heat. I even asked my girlfriend, it’s like ‘Touch!’ (P05).
This sub-theme related to perceptions of instability, frailty, and weakness of the body or painful body parts. It was identified in the verbatim transcripts of five participants. For example, one participant emphasized the feeling of instability in his spine and legs:
My legs, definitely my legs and my back, I don’t feel stable. Like I said, I feel a bit like I have a—you know when you stand on a ball, how it feels? That’s kind of what my spine feels like. That’s what I feel. (P10)
My legs, definitely my legs and my back, I don’t feel stable. Like I said, I feel a bit like I have a—you know when you stand on a ball, how it feels? That’s kind of what my spine feels like. That’s what I feel. (P10)
Another participant mentioned how her fingers felt fragile, almost brittle:
Fragile. As if my fingers were fragile, as if they were going to break. Yes, sometimes that’s how I feel, as if they were going to snap, my fingers. (P09).
Fragile. As if my fingers were fragile, as if they were going to break. Yes, sometimes that’s how I feel, as if they were going to snap, my fingers. (P09).
All 15 interviews raised content related to altered proprioceptive and postural awareness. This theme was operationalized around three sub-themes, namely: perceiving the body’s movements, perceiving the body’s posture, and perceiving the body’s outline.
Thirteen participants mentioned having some issues with perceiving how their body moves. These issues sometimes manifested as clumsiness, especially when one is not entirely focused on the task at hand:
In everyday activities where I’m a little more distracted, where I’m thinking about other things and all sorts of things, I bump into things, I trip, I knock things over. I try to pick them up once, I knock them over. I try to pick them up a second time, I knock them over again. (P02).
In everyday activities where I’m a little more distracted, where I’m thinking about other things and all sorts of things, I bump into things, I trip, I knock things over. I try to pick them up once, I knock them over. I try to pick them up a second time, I knock them over again. (P02).
Some participants mentioned that they could not rely on proprioceptive information when moving and needed visual information to navigate stairs, for example:
I have proprioception issues. For me, going down stairs is crazy. I hold onto the railing, and I have to look at the steps. (…) It’s like, I don’t know. The distance to the [next] step, even though I just did it, my brain can’t process the distance. I need to see it. (P01).
I have proprioception issues. For me, going down stairs is crazy. I hold onto the railing, and I have to look at the steps. (…) It’s like, I don’t know. The distance to the [next] step, even though I just did it, my brain can’t process the distance. I need to see it. (P01).
Eleven participants mentioned having issues to accurately perceive their posture. For example, some participants said that they sometimes felt as if they were standing or sitting straight. However, when they saw their reflection, they realized that their posture was not straight:
I feel straight, then I see my reflection in the television, then I lean forward. Then I straighten up, I straighten up, but I’m crooked. I’m crooked, but I don’t feel it when I’m sitting down, but I can see it, I can see that I’m crooked. (P15).
I feel straight, then I see my reflection in the television, then I lean forward. Then I straighten up, I straighten up, but I’m crooked. I’m crooked, but I don’t feel it when I’m sitting down, but I can see it, I can see that I’m crooked. (P15).
Other participants noticed difficulty perceiving their posture or the precise location of their limbs during the visualization exercise (ie, with eyes closed). For instance, one participant with CRPS said:
Well, I perceived [my hand] further away. Like a little further away. Let’s say, maybe, 15 to 20 centimeters further away from my body. (P08).
Well, I perceived [my hand] further away. Like a little further away. Let’s say, maybe, 15 to 20 centimeters further away from my body. (P08).
Ten participants reported issues perceiving the outline of their bodies in space. For some participants, the painful body parts were more blurred than the rest of the body:
If I don’t touch [my face] and I don’t look at it, it’s hard to know where it ends. Do you have a wide face or a narrow one? If I don’t touch it, I can’t tell you where it ends, let’s say. (P15).
If I don’t touch [my face] and I don’t look at it, it’s hard to know where it ends. Do you have a wide face or a narrow one? If I don’t touch it, I can’t tell you where it ends, let’s say. (P15).
In contrast, other participants said that pain helped delineate the body:
It is pain that delimits my body. (…) I think [the perception] is clearer in the places where I have acute pain, let’s say. (P11). One participant with widespread pain perceived the outline of some body parts clearly, while the outline of others was more blurred:
I see my ankle as very clear, the contours. The toes are more blurred. (P14).
It is pain that delimits my body. (…) I think [the perception] is clearer in the places where I have acute pain, let’s say. (P11).
I see my ankle as very clear, the contours. The toes are more blurred. (P14).
This theme was operationalized around the idea of paying different amounts of attention to different parts of the body. It manifested as either focusing on painful body parts (ie, hypervigilance) or shifting attention away from them (ie, disconnection). This theme was identified in 14 of the 15 interviews.
Thirteen participants mentioned instances in which they focused all their attention on their painful body parts or had a heightened awareness of them. This seemed to be particularly the case when pain intensity was greater and sometimes resulted in avoidance behaviors and a heightened awareness of one’s surroundings:
I just make sure to position myself carefully when there are people around me, as a reflex, so that no one invades my personal space. I’m very conscious of that. (P11).
I just make sure to position myself carefully when there are people around me, as a reflex, so that no one invades my personal space. I’m very conscious of that. (P11).
One participant described her painful body parts as very salient, comparing them to bustling metro stations. In contrast, she said she did not pay much attention to her pain-free body parts, comparing them to the dark tunnels between stations:
If we make a connection with, let’s say, the Montreal metro, it’s as if the pain were stations, lots of things are happening, and the limbs that don’t hurt… that’s… that’s the black tunnel. (P01).
If we make a connection with, let’s say, the Montreal metro, it’s as if the pain were stations, lots of things are happening, and the limbs that don’t hurt… that’s… that’s the black tunnel. (P01).
This sub-theme emerged from six interviews. Disconnection, as opposed to hypervigilance, was described by participants as an intentional strategy aimed at diverting attention away from painful body parts. Participants explained that this strategy made the pain more bearable. For example, Participant 10 said:
For a while, I ignored it [my hand]. I ignored it, but I had no choice. For a while, the pain was so intense, and everything else, that I pushed it away from my body and isolated it a little in my mind. I learned to do that with my hernias, because it’s kind of like that, I isolated the lower part of my body [laughs]. It’s as if I separate it from the rest, then I look at what’s going well, and I try to stay with what’s going well. Then I put what hurts in a corner and endure it.
For a while, I ignored it [my hand]. I ignored it, but I had no choice. For a while, the pain was so intense, and everything else, that I pushed it away from my body and isolated it a little in my mind. I learned to do that with my hernias, because it’s kind of like that, I isolated the lower part of my body [laughs]. It’s as if I separate it from the rest, then I look at what’s going well, and I try to stay with what’s going well. Then I put what hurts in a corner and endure it.
One participant explained that for her, shifting the focus away from the pain also meant that she was ignoring her body:
If I focus on my body, I’ll feel the pain. You understand? Blocking out the pain is also part of it. Blocking out the pain means ignoring it. Ignoring the pain means ignoring the body. For me, that’s what it is. (P04)
If I focus on my body, I’ll feel the pain. You understand? Blocking out the pain is also part of it. Blocking out the pain means ignoring it. Ignoring the pain means ignoring the body. For me, that’s what it is. (P04)
In all but one case, participants with content related to the disconnection sub-theme also had content related to the hypervigilance sub-theme.
This theme encompassed elements related to the emotional, spiritual, and cognitive aspects of body perception disturbances. It comprised four sub-themes: attitudes and beliefs, negative emotions toward the body, trust toward the body, and self-concept. This theme emerged from 14 interviews.
This sub-theme was identified in 12 interviews. It pertained to participants’ attitudes and beliefs about how their pain affects their body perception, thereby shedding light on the cognitive and spiritual aspects of their body perception. For example, one participant explained that living with pain made him feel like his body was worn out:
My body is sore, you know, my body is worn out. (P06). Some participants attributed cause and effects to try and make sense of their condition. For instance, one participant said that she felt like her pain was a consequence of having witnessed abuse:
My eyes. Um… my eyes, it’s like… emotionally, they’ve seen the worst. (pause) And… the defense mechanism is not to see abuse for years. Well, now, I feel like my eyes hurt because they’ve seen too much. I know it’s esoteric, but that’s how I feel. (P01).
My body is sore, you know, my body is worn out. (P06).
My eyes. Um… my eyes, it’s like… emotionally, they’ve seen the worst. (pause) And… the defense mechanism is not to see abuse for years. Well, now, I feel like my eyes hurt because they’ve seen too much. I know it’s esoteric, but that’s how I feel. (P01).
For 11 participants, living with chronic pain has led them to develop negative, sometimes hostile feelings toward their body. For some participants, these feelings manifested as a desire to remove a body part or a sense of being imprisoned in their own body. One participant said:
I’m imprisoned by my pain in my body, by what’s inside it, and every time, I just want to rip off what is hurting me, rip off my belt, actually, and it’s like, I scream, ‘I want to rip everything off,’ because I feel like my intestines are being torn apart. (P13).
I’m imprisoned by my pain in my body, by what’s inside it, and every time, I just want to rip off what is hurting me, rip off my belt, actually, and it’s like, I scream, ‘I want to rip everything off,’ because I feel like my intestines are being torn apart. (P13).
For others, these feelings manifested as hatred or disgust toward their own body:
That’s right, when I feel crushed, and fat, I feel disgusted. Yeah. (P15).
That’s right, when I feel crushed, and fat, I feel disgusted. Yeah. (P15).
Eleven participants reported experiencing trust issues with their bodies. Some participants reported feeling betrayed by their bodies:
Well, frankly, um… I feel betrayed by my body every day. That’s, um… That’s a difficult realization, honestly. (P02). Others verbalized feeling that they could not rely on their bodies, leading to frustration:
That’s right, yes, it’s unreliable. It’s, um. It’s really, maybe it’s a lack of vocabulary to say it’s ‘crap’, but. It’s deficient, it’s non-functional. (P01).
Well, frankly, um… I feel betrayed by my body every day. That’s, um… That’s a difficult realization, honestly. (P02).
That’s right, yes, it’s unreliable. It’s, um. It’s really, maybe it’s a lack of vocabulary to say it’s ‘crap’, but. It’s deficient, it’s non-functional. (P01).
Finally, some participants verbalized insecurity about their bodies:
Actually, it might sound strange when I say it, but it’s like a form of insecurity, because I never know what’s going well, what’s going not too bad. I’m just insecure about my body. Yes. (P14).
Actually, it might sound strange when I say it, but it’s like a form of insecurity, because I never know what’s going well, what’s going not too bad. I’m just insecure about my body. Yes. (P14).
For five participants, living with chronic pain has unpleasantly altered their self-concept. The operating definition of self-concept was that it reflects the concept one has of oneself as a physical, social, and spiritual or moral being. 32 For some participants, this manifested as the feeling that they had changed as a person:
I don’t dare look at myself too much, it seems, because I’m not the same person anymore. (P09). Others mentioned feeling diminished, “less than”. For instance, when asked about how he perceived his body, Participant 10 responded:
I feel diminished. I feel diminished as a person, as a man. Another participant mentioned that he felt disabled:
You know, my body, for me, it makes me feel very disabled. That’s really how it feels. (P05). For Participant 13, when she experiences intense pain due to endometriosis, her self-concept is disrupted in an in-the-moment kind of way, causing her to lose touch with time and space, and feeling as though she is no longer herself:
When that happens to me, as I told you, I lose all sense of time and space, and it’s just me and my pain – we’re together. I’m not – I don’t even realize what I’m saying or doing. I’m not myself.
I don’t dare look at myself too much, it seems, because I’m not the same person anymore. (P09).
I feel diminished. I feel diminished as a person, as a man.
You know, my body, for me, it makes me feel very disabled. That’s really how it feels. (P05).
When that happens to me, as I told you, I lose all sense of time and space, and it’s just me and my pain – we’re together. I’m not – I don’t even realize what I’m saying or doing. I’m not myself.
This theme was operationalized based on the definition used by Galer and Jensen to describe symptoms exhibited by individuals with CRPS that resembled the neglect-like behaviors observed in patients with neurological disorders. 31 We also used Galer and Jensen’s categorization to group relevant verbatim content into the appropriate sub-themes (ie, motor neglect-like symptoms; cognitive neglect-like symptoms). Two-thirds of participants from the present study reported neglect-like symptoms.
Eight participants reported experiencing motor neglect-like symptoms. These symptoms included reports of motor delay at movement initiation, consistent with Galer and Jensen’s definition. 31 For Participant 03, these delays sometimes occurred when trying to initiate movements with her CRPS-affected hand, which made her feel distraught at times:
I’m trying to get [my hand] to move, but it seems to take a while before it. You know, I’m like, ‘Come on, move, move, move.’ And then, at some point, oh, okay, that’s fine, it’s moving, it’s there.
I’m trying to get [my hand] to move, but it seems to take a while before it. You know, I’m like, ‘Come on, move, move, move.’ And then, at some point, oh, okay, that’s fine, it’s moving, it’s there.
Other participants struggled with the motor imagery exercise, failing to visualize certain movements that they were unable to perform in real life. For example, when asked to visualize herself crouching down, Participant 14, who has hip pain because of Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, said:
For me, that movement is impossible. I can’t even visualize it. I can bend over, for example, I can imagine that. Crouching down, listen, it’s been maybe 20 years since I last crouched down. So I can’t see it.
For me, that movement is impossible. I can’t even visualize it. I can bend over, for example, I can imagine that. Crouching down, listen, it’s been maybe 20 years since I last crouched down. So I can’t see it.
Eight participants reported experiencing a sense of foreignness, disownership, or detachment from a painful body part. One participant talked about a recent flare-up of her fibromyalgia symptoms. She said:
It was as if my hands were detached from my body. (…) At that moment, I almost said to myself, ‘Those aren’t my hands. Take that thing away from me, because it’s not mine.’ I don’t know. (P11)
It was as if my hands were detached from my body. (…) At that moment, I almost said to myself, ‘Those aren’t my hands. Take that thing away from me, because it’s not mine.’ I don’t know. (P11)
Another participant, talking about her CRPS-affected hand:
Often, I feel as if my hand were dead. (P03). These accounts are consistent with Galer and Jensen’s definition of cognitive neglect-like symptoms.
Often, I feel as if my hand were dead. (P03).
The operating definition for this theme was that the sense of agency reflects one’s feeling of being in control of one’s own actions. 33 , 34 Therefore, when the sense of agency is disrupted, one might feel like they do not have control over their movements (first sub-theme), and one’s body may sometimes move involuntarily (second sub-theme). Eight participants reported having experienced a disrupted sense of agency at times.
Seven participants reported experiencing moments when they did not feel fully in control of their movements. For example, one participant with CRPS said her affected arm “doesn’t listen to [her]” (P08). Another participant, also with CRPS, said:
It seems like. Someone else is controlling the joystick. You know, it’s not me who’s in control. It’s as if there’s a little man in my head right now who… with a little joystick is remotely controlling my hand. (P03)
It seems like. Someone else is controlling the joystick. You know, it’s not me who’s in control. It’s as if there’s a little man in my head right now who… with a little joystick is remotely controlling my hand. (P03)
Other examples include Participant 01, who has struggled with fibromyalgia for 27 years, who said:
For me it’s… I don’t feel like I have much control over my body.
For me it’s… I don’t feel like I have much control over my body.
Two participants with CRPS reported involuntary movements of their affected arm. Participant 08:
As soon as I stop thinking about my arm, it moves into this position [close to the heart], because it doesn’t feel comfortable when stretched out. (…) There are several moments when I am completely unaware. It goes in this position all by itself.
As soon as I stop thinking about my arm, it moves into this position [close to the heart], because it doesn’t feel comfortable when stretched out. (…) There are several moments when I am completely unaware. It goes in this position all by itself.
This perception was illustrated by Participant 08 in her body drawing (see Figure 1B ).
Discussion
This study used an inductive/deductive hybrid thematic analysis approach to qualitatively explore body perception disturbances in individuals living with chronic non-cancer pain. Fifteen interviews were conducted with adults with diverse profiles in terms of age, gender, work status, and pain conditions. Data analysis revealed that all 15 participants reported some elements of body perception disturbances. Six main themes were identified: distortions of perceived body characteristics (theme 1); altered proprioceptive and postural awareness (theme 2); a shifted focus toward or away from the pain (theme 3); perturbed emotions and beliefs about the body (theme 4); neglect-like symptoms (theme 5); and a disturbed sense of agency (theme 6). These themes are consistent with the “key facets” of body perception disturbances previously identified. 26
All 15 participants reported some elements of body perception disturbances in at least three themes, with nearly half of them (n = 7) reporting disturbances in all six themes. This suggests that body perception disturbances could be quite common among individuals with chronic non-cancer pain. Although it was beyond the scope of the present work to identify specific patterns or co-occurrences of themes and sub-themes, some observations can be made in this regard. For instance, it is interesting to note that most themes and sub-themes seem to be shared by most participants (eg, all participants reported distortions of perceived body characteristics, the most frequently reported sub-theme being a perception of tension in the body). As such, it can be hypothesized that these themes and sub-themes represent frequent manifestations of body perception disturbances across different pain conditions. On the other hand, some hypotheses can be made regarding the less commonly reported themes and sub-themes across our sample. For example, the sub-theme “involuntary movements” (theme 6), reported by two participants, was only described in relation to a limb affected by CRPS. This observation is consistent with the findings of a large observational study that investigated predictors of self-reported neglect-like symptoms and involuntary movements among individuals with various chronic pain conditions. This study found that respondents with CRPS were 4.55 times more likely to report involuntary movements than respondents with other types of limb pain. 35 Similarly, the sub-theme “weight” (theme 1), reported by 13 participants, was consistently described as a sensation of heaviness in the painful limb, except for one participant (P07) who mentioned that he sometimes felt that his phantom leg was lighter than his other leg, depending on the pain. Similar accounts were reported in a study investigating body image and perception in lower limb amputees; participants without phantom limb pain tended to perceive the phantom leg as lighter, whereas participants with phantom limb pain tended to perceive the phantom leg as heavier. 36
Furthermore, although investigating the relationships between body perception disturbances and other clinical variables (eg, pain intensity or duration) was not the aim of the present study, some observations can be made. First, our findings do not point toward obvious relationships between body perception disturbances and pain duration (ie, manifestations of body perception disturbances do not differ between participants with shorter or longer pain durations). These findings are consistent with those of a recent systematic review and meta-analysis on the Fremantle Back Awareness Questionnaire – a self-reported questionnaire assessing body perception disturbances in individuals with CLBP – and its region-specific adaptations. This study found no association between pain duration and the scores obtained for these questionnaires in individuals with CLBP, chronic neck pain, chronic shoulder pain, and knee osteoarthritis. 37 Similarly, Ten Brink and collaborators found that disease duration was not associated with the score obtained using the revised Bath Body Perception Disturbance Scale in individuals with CRPS. 38 Regarding the relationship between pain intensity and body perception disturbances, Budzisz and collaborators found a positive association between pain intensity and the different Fremantle Awareness Questionnaires scores, 37 and Ten Brink and collaborators found that pain intensity was a predictor for body perception disturbances in individuals with CRPS. 38 Although this tendency was not apparent in our sample (ie, participants with more severe pain did not report more disturbances than participants with less severe pain), participants did report having more disturbances during episodes of greater pain intensity. This suggests that body perception disturbances may not be a stable, unchanging phenomenon, but could fluctuate in response to different variables, such as pain flare-ups. In a recent qualitative study investigating the impact of the worst pain episodes on the minimal self (ie, pre-reflective self-awareness which reflects one’s in-the-moment experience), 39 participants reported a disruption to their sense of agency, body ownership and awareness, as well as a distorted perception of time during these episodes. 40 These findings echo the accounts of some of our participants who described their experiences of body perception disturbances. Future work could focus on identifying disturbances that are experienced stably, as opposed to transitory disturbances that occur in specific instances (eg, pain flare-ups).
Taken together, these observations suggest that body perception disturbances are a common phenomenon in chronic non-cancer pain that is not limited to individuals with more severe pain or longer pain duration. Furthermore, some manifestations of body perception disturbances may be transversally experienced in chronic non-cancer pain (ie, across different pain conditions), while others may be associated with specific pain conditions. Finally, some disturbances could fluctuate with pain flare-ups.
Future research should investigate the underlying mechanisms of the different manifestations of body perception disturbances. Previous work suggests that neuroplastic changes and perturbed sensorimotor integration could be at play; notably, distortions of perceived body characteristics like the shape or size of a painful limb/body part, and neglect-like symptoms could be closely related to neuroplastic changes in the central nervous system in chronic pain states like CRPS, phantom limb pain, and CLBP (see 1 and 41 for narrative reviews). Such neuroplastic changes could also account for disturbances related to proprioceptive and postural awareness in individuals with chronic pain. For instance, a recent study found that proprioceptive impairment was widespread – rather than localized – in participants with chronic neck pain and CLBP, lending further credibility to the involvement of central nervous system neuroplasticity. 42 Disruptions of the sense of agency could be attributed to perturbed sensorimotor integration documented in chronic pain states like CRPS 43–45 and fibromyalgia, 44 as the sense of agency is thought to rely heavily on internal sensorimotor cues. 46 In contrast, a shifted focus toward or away from the pain and perturbed emotions and beliefs about the body most likely rely on cognitive and affective adaptations to chronic pain. Several studies have investigated the role of hypervigilance in pain-related avoidance behaviors and its contribution to poorer clinical outcomes. 47–49 Recent work suggests that the lived experience of chronic pain influences the affective and cognitive dimensions of body perception. 50 Indeed, chronic pain has been reported to perturb individuals’ relationship to their body and self-concept in CLBP, persistent musculoskeletal pain, and endometriosis. 16 , 51–53 Other authors in the field of pain-related behavior have proposed the concept of bodily doubt to conceptualize how the experience of chronic pain fragilizes one’s faith toward their body. 54 As such, it could be hypothesized that psychological factors such as depression, fear of movement and catastrophizing – which are commonly reported in chronic pain – 55 could contribute to explain body perception disturbances, as these variables have been associated with worse body perception in various musculoskeletal pain conditions (see 56 for a scoping review).
Therefore, future research should investigate the relationships between body perception disturbances and their underlying causes at the sensorimotor, cognitive, and affective levels.
Our findings suggest that body perception disturbances are common among individuals with chronic non-cancer pain. This means that many patients receiving chronic pain care may experience these disturbances. As such, assessing body perception disturbances in this population should be incorporated into the biopsychosocial approach to chronic pain. 57 Furthermore, body perception disturbances are known to be associated with pain, and normalization of such disturbances is thought to parallel pain reduction. 14 , 58 Consequently, documenting body perception disturbances could provide valuable clinical insight into patients’ recovery. Moreover, in a recent study of early CRPS patients, the majority displayed moderate-to-high levels of body perception disturbances, and the results suggest that greater levels of disturbance are associated with poorer outcomes. 59 Body perception disturbances could thus be considered a negative prognostic factor that should be considered in the management of chronic pain patients. This lends weight to the view that body perception disturbances are a valuable clinical outcome that warrants specific assessment and treatment. For example, some interventions like mirror visual feedback and body ownership paradigms have been shown to decrease body perception disturbances in individuals with CRPS. 60 , 61
This study has some limitations that should be considered when interpreting the results. Firstly, as previously mentioned, the interviews were led by a junior researcher who is new to qualitative research (MD), which could have impacted the depth of the interviews. However, this lack of experience was compensated for by the support of an expert in qualitative research, as well as by thorough preparation (eg, practice interviews). Another aspect to consider regarding the transferability of the study findings is the small sample size. Indeed, the intrinsic heterogeneity of the chronic pain population makes purposive sampling quite challenging. Nevertheless, efforts in participants recruitment were made to ensure sample diversity (age, gender, pain condition(s), pain severity, work status). Moreover, our findings revealed many similarities – and few differences – in body perception disturbances across participants, which suggests that this phenomenon could be transversally associated with chronic pain. However, it is worth pointing out that our sample of 15 individuals consisted of eleven women and four men. While this imbalance is not surprising considering the greater prevalence of chronic pain conditions among women, 62 it may limit the generalizability of the results presented here. Finally, we cannot exclude the possibility of a selection bias; in fact, it is possible that individuals with more severe manifestations of body perception disturbances, or individuals who are keen to express themselves, had more interest in participating in this kind of study than less severely impaired or more reserved individuals. This should be taken into consideration when interpreting the results.