Results
Between April 2022 and January 2023, 25 semi-structured interviews were conducted with women aged 19 to 52. Five women who had consented to participate in the study were lost to follow-up. The participants were in a vulnerable social situation or in a situation of social migration, had little or no academic qualification, or had a degree that was not acknowledged in France (Table 1 ). For some, speaking in French or English was difficult when it was not their mother-tongue. However, living in a shelter with other women helped them improve their French. Although an interpreter could have been called on if communication proved impossible, it was actually not needed. At the time of the interview, most of them declared having access to health insurance that ensured that their gynecological and obstetric care be state-funded.
Table 1 Degree, profession and length of residence in France Nick Name Degree Occupation Length of residence in France if born abroad Age Angelina Bachelor’s in economy in the Comoros Unemployed 7 years 30 Alicia Associate degree in finance in Algeria Unemployed 5 years 24 Ana High school diploma in sales in France Unemployed Born in France 33 Jessica No degree Babysitter 4 years 38 Anaïs No degree High school in France Unemployed Born in France 26 Karine No degree Unemployed 7 months 30 Louna Professional training program in hotel management in France Unemployed Born in France 32 Christina High school diploma in Algeria Unemployed 13 years 53 Clara Bachelor’s in sociology in Morocco Unemployed 3 years 29 Cynthia Accounting training in France Unemployed Born in France 27 Estelle Laboratory employee training program in France Unemployed Born in France 33 Hélène Bachelor’s in France Air hostess Born in France 52 Ingrid No degree High school in France Baby-sitter Born in France 30 Iris Bachelor’s in economy in Algeria Unemployed 3 months 34 Irène No degree Unemployed 8 years 37 Justine No degree Unemployed 8 years 33 Katia No degree Unemployed 10 years 37 Lia High school diploma in Tunisia Unemployed 2 years 20 Lina No degree Unemployed 6 months 28 Lylia Bachelor’s in French literature in Algeria Unemployed 2 years 27 Marion Personal assistant training program in France Personal assistant Born in France 29 Maya Bachelor’s in communication in Congo Waitress 3 years 32 Nora Bachelor’s in management in Morocco Unemployed 2 years 25 Stephania Bachelor’s in human resources in Côte d’Ivoire Unemployed 2 years 25 Sophia Cooking class program in France Unemployed 7 years 19
Degree, profession and length of residence in France
No degree
High school in France
No degree
High school in France
The codes, divided into themes and sub-themes are presented in the thematic tree (Fig. 1 ).
Fig. 1 Thematic tree
Thematic tree
Women described a history of physical and psychological violence mainly in the domestic sphere. Violence was often associated to economic dependency, making leaving the home difficult. The last episode of violence was recent, and had taken place from a few days to a few weeks before the research interview. It was considered by the women to have been sufficiently serious to justify being housed urgently outside the marital home. They described the violence by closeantly referring to death. I cannot forget that day. It was deadly (…) I was on the street. He was following me ( her husband ), he hit me. They came next (…) the police and the fire brigade. He insulted me and said ‘one day, I will slaughter you, there will be blood (…) with a knife’ . He said that sentence three days before hitting me. Every day I think of these words. Why does he talk that way? Every day he threatens me, every day, he insults me. And when he hit me, the neighbours called the fire brigade and the police. Me, I could not get up. I was shocked. He hit me with his hands and feet. Like that ( she mimes ). My face was swollen here and there ( she shows her face that still shows marks ). And then I can’t remember very well but I know the police and the fire brigade were there. The police said ‘Where does he live? ‘. Even I was unable to speak. You see? Even while he hit me, I did not have the strength to push (…) I did not want him to touch my face. But it was in the face he was hitting me. My face was wrecked. (Lia, 20 years old, unemployed) In my mother’s flat, there is a small corridor. A very small corridor. And he hit me, he hit me ( her ex-husband ) (…) Like never before. In this tiny corridor, he did not stop (…) I could see in his eyes… I thought he was going to kill me (T ears ) (…). In this corridor, there was a (…) how do you call it? A coat-rack (…) is that what you say? And with this and with everything else he would hit me. My daughter was there (…) She would yell ‘ Daddy, daddy, stop ’ ( Tears ) (…). He would kick me and punch me, in the face, breast and in the belly and on the back and then again on the belly. I heard a crack inside me. It was like (…) How do you say? As if my uterus cracked and tore. And then, bleeding, I bled a lot. (Lylia, 27 years old, unemployed) We argued and he grabbed my hair (…). We lived in a duplex, he threw me down the stairs. He hit me. To this day I still wonder ‘How am I still alive? How am I still alive? ’. The neighbours heard. They heard every time but they did nothing, they were afraid of him. My neighbour told me ‘I heard, I thought of calling the police’ . I told her she should have. What if I had died? ( Ana, 33 years old, unemployed)
I cannot forget that day. It was deadly (…) I was on the street. He was following me ( her husband ), he hit me. They came next (…) the police and the fire brigade. He insulted me and said ‘one day, I will slaughter you, there will be blood (…) with a knife’ . He said that sentence three days before hitting me. Every day I think of these words. Why does he talk that way? Every day he threatens me, every day, he insults me. And when he hit me, the neighbours called the fire brigade and the police. Me, I could not get up. I was shocked. He hit me with his hands and feet. Like that ( she mimes ). My face was swollen here and there ( she shows her face that still shows marks ). And then I can’t remember very well but I know the police and the fire brigade were there. The police said ‘Where does he live? ‘. Even I was unable to speak. You see? Even while he hit me, I did not have the strength to push (…) I did not want him to touch my face. But it was in the face he was hitting me. My face was wrecked.
(Lia, 20 years old, unemployed)
In my mother’s flat, there is a small corridor. A very small corridor. And he hit me, he hit me ( her ex-husband ) (…) Like never before. In this tiny corridor, he did not stop (…) I could see in his eyes… I thought he was going to kill me (T ears ) (…). In this corridor, there was a (…) how do you call it? A coat-rack (…) is that what you say? And with this and with everything else he would hit me. My daughter was there (…) She would yell ‘ Daddy, daddy, stop ’ ( Tears ) (…). He would kick me and punch me, in the face, breast and in the belly and on the back and then again on the belly. I heard a crack inside me. It was like (…) How do you say? As if my uterus cracked and tore. And then, bleeding, I bled a lot.
(Lylia, 27 years old, unemployed)
We argued and he grabbed my hair (…). We lived in a duplex, he threw me down the stairs. He hit me. To this day I still wonder ‘How am I still alive? How am I still alive? ’. The neighbours heard. They heard every time but they did nothing, they were afraid of him. My neighbour told me ‘I heard, I thought of calling the police’ . I told her she should have. What if I had died?
( Ana, 33 years old, unemployed)
When questioned about sexual violence in the domestic sphere, they denied its existence. However, as they were asked to qualify their intimate and sexual life, they described it as forced or coerced, without referring to it as sexual violence. Following an event of physical domestic violence, sexual intercourse was perceived as what they referred to as ‘reconciliation’ and was considered more tolerable than physical violence, even when it was not desired. He has needs. Sometimes he forced me but he never raped me. (Irène, 37 years old, unemployed) He forced me to do stuff, and it wasn’t just once. It was all the time (…). For me it was not rape. He was single, he was attracted to me and that’s it. He was a man, he had desires, and that’s it. (Alicia, 24 years old, unemployed) It’s the fact that he was rough, he hurt me. And in fact, he was bothered by my IUD, he said he could feel it. I felt like during penetration, he pushed it up or moved it. I said it was painful, I said I did not want to but my opinion did not count. (Anaïs, 26 years old, unemployed) I have come to a point where I have no sexual drive at all. I do it to avoid him insulting me. But I did not want to and I felt nothing (…) I cried, I did not want to do it (…) I felt nothing (…) When he touches me, I feel some (…) ( mimes disgust ). At least during the day, when he worked, I was relaxed. But at night, I could not escape it. It’s horrible (…) I do not want to have a sexual life anymore. At night I pretended to sleep. He comes inside me and I have to let him do what he wants. He does what he likes but I don’t want to (…). And I cry (…) And it disgusts me. (Angelina, 30 years old, unemployed) Afterwards, I could not block. But the body is hurt. During penetration, it was painful. You know, I could not stop him, it was not possible (…) And also (…) he touched me in front of the children. He touched my breasts and down there when the children were there, because at home, it was the only room, the children heard everything and saw everything ( Sobs ). (Lina, 28 years old, unemployed) I did not enjoy it. You see he could not penetrate there (…) So, he put his sex in my mouth. I said I did not like it but he kept going. And sometimes when he couldn’t put it in my mouth, he put in my bottom. I told him to stop but he did not stop. ( Tears ) ( Nora, 25 years old, unemployed)
He has needs. Sometimes he forced me but he never raped me.
(Irène, 37 years old, unemployed)
He forced me to do stuff, and it wasn’t just once. It was all the time (…). For me it was not rape. He was single, he was attracted to me and that’s it. He was a man, he had desires, and that’s it.
(Alicia, 24 years old, unemployed)
It’s the fact that he was rough, he hurt me. And in fact, he was bothered by my IUD, he said he could feel it. I felt like during penetration, he pushed it up or moved it. I said it was painful, I said I did not want to but my opinion did not count.
(Anaïs, 26 years old, unemployed)
I have come to a point where I have no sexual drive at all. I do it to avoid him insulting me. But I did not want to and I felt nothing (…) I cried, I did not want to do it (…) I felt nothing (…) When he touches me, I feel some (…) ( mimes disgust ). At least during the day, when he worked, I was relaxed. But at night, I could not escape it. It’s horrible (…) I do not want to have a sexual life anymore. At night I pretended to sleep. He comes inside me and I have to let him do what he wants. He does what he likes but I don’t want to (…). And I cry (…) And it disgusts me.
(Angelina, 30 years old, unemployed)
Afterwards, I could not block. But the body is hurt. During penetration, it was painful. You know, I could not stop him, it was not possible (…) And also (…) he touched me in front of the children. He touched my breasts and down there when the children were there, because at home, it was the only room, the children heard everything and saw everything ( Sobs ).
(Lina, 28 years old, unemployed)
I did not enjoy it. You see he could not penetrate there (…) So, he put his sex in my mouth. I said I did not like it but he kept going. And sometimes when he couldn’t put it in my mouth, he put in my bottom. I told him to stop but he did not stop. ( Tears )
( Nora, 25 years old, unemployed)
While they did not name sexual violence in the domestic sphere, the participants described a chaotic and deprived childhood with violence, including sexual violence. I was abused sexually when I was little. I am incapable of knowing when it started but in my first memories, I was 4 or 5. It was the son of my mother’s partner. Then, we were reported to child protection services but only for physical violence. (Anaïs, 26 years old, unemployed) There were repeated rapes by my step-father. I don’t know when it started but I must have been very little. Since I was little, I did not know that it was not normal, the rapes (…) I thought it was a game, so I said nothing. When I turned 10, I began asking myself questions ‘Is it normal? Is he allowed? ’ (…) No, it was not normal. I began to understand that it was bad. I started being aggressive, almost unbearable. I began my teenage crisis earlier than planned. Even my grandparents did not recognise me, as with them I was usually kind and peaceful (…). Then, I became aggressive even with them. (Louna, 31 years old, unemployed)
I was abused sexually when I was little. I am incapable of knowing when it started but in my first memories, I was 4 or 5. It was the son of my mother’s partner. Then, we were reported to child protection services but only for physical violence.
(Anaïs, 26 years old, unemployed)
There were repeated rapes by my step-father. I don’t know when it started but I must have been very little. Since I was little, I did not know that it was not normal, the rapes (…) I thought it was a game, so I said nothing. When I turned 10, I began asking myself questions ‘Is it normal? Is he allowed? ’ (…) No, it was not normal. I began to understand that it was bad. I started being aggressive, almost unbearable. I began my teenage crisis earlier than planned. Even my grandparents did not recognise me, as with them I was usually kind and peaceful (…). Then, I became aggressive even with them.
(Louna, 31 years old, unemployed)
The participants presented gynecological symptoms– pelvic pain, dyspareunia, dysmenorrhea, vulvodynia, bleeding, menstrual cycle disorders, infections– and psychological symptoms– anxiety, depression, eating disorders, addictions, ideation and suicidal behaviors, mental reminiscence. Pain (menstrual pain or dyspareunia) was a symptom that was often cited, associated to acknowledged sexual violence or to a sexuality described as unwanted, coerced or forced.
Gynecological symptoms I regularly feel pain in my vagina. Intense pain, I don’t know, like it stings down there (…) and it can be really unbearable. (Estelle, 33 years old, unemployed) As M. ( her ex-husband ) had kicked me directly there ( she points to her pelvic area ) (…) I had bleeding before my period…and I had very very intense menstrual pain after that. I had my period last week, it was really unbearable. So so painful. Before, I had menstrual cramps, but normal. I could walk and do everything, not problem. There, I was like this ( she prostrates ) (…). You see? (Iris, 34 years old, unemployed)
I regularly feel pain in my vagina. Intense pain, I don’t know, like it stings down there (…) and it can be really unbearable.
(Estelle, 33 years old, unemployed)
As M. ( her ex-husband ) had kicked me directly there ( she points to her pelvic area ) (…) I had bleeding before my period…and I had very very intense menstrual pain after that. I had my period last week, it was really unbearable. So so painful. Before, I had menstrual cramps, but normal. I could walk and do everything, not problem. There, I was like this ( she prostrates ) (…). You see?
(Iris, 34 years old, unemployed)
Psychological symptoms I even lost (…) How to put it (…) lost all desire for anything. I lost the will to live ( Tears ). There are times where (…) I could see that I was rotten (…) I told myself that I could never be happy anyway, that I was the problem in my life. It was impossible to live like this, I was worthless. (Angélina, 30 years old, unemployed) ( Talking about her daughter ) She lives with her father in X ( Region ). I haven’t seen her for 5 years. She was 3 last time I saw her. My life has been very chaotic, too much so. Life caused me to abandon her as well as myself. I was very young when she was born, and I did not take the time to build myself before I became a mother. And then, when she was born, I was even more messed up than I am today. Today, I don’t think of death for example, whereas before I thought of it as the only way out. It was to disappear, and that is also why I disappeared from my daughter’s life. ( Anais, 26 years old, unemployed) When I arrived here, I was so tired I could not walk. They immediately called ambulances and A&E. I had no strength, I ate nothing. Really nothing (…) I just smoked a lot (…) I did not sleep, I had nightmares. I wished I would die ( Tears ) (…) I wrote a letter… I wanted to die so that when they opened the letter, the legal services would reopen the case for domestic violence ( Sobs ). ( Jessica, 38 years old, child minder ) I was psychologically unwell, I did not sleep at night. Every time I heard some noises, I was startled. I also had fears, I felt he was coming in, threatening me, I still felt like I was with him. I still felt the effects ( or the facts ) in my body. (Stephania, 25 years old, unemployed)
I even lost (…) How to put it (…) lost all desire for anything. I lost the will to live ( Tears ). There are times where (…) I could see that I was rotten (…) I told myself that I could never be happy anyway, that I was the problem in my life. It was impossible to live like this, I was worthless.
(Angélina, 30 years old, unemployed)
( Talking about her daughter ) She lives with her father in X ( Region ). I haven’t seen her for 5 years. She was 3 last time I saw her. My life has been very chaotic, too much so. Life caused me to abandon her as well as myself. I was very young when she was born, and I did not take the time to build myself before I became a mother. And then, when she was born, I was even more messed up than I am today. Today, I don’t think of death for example, whereas before I thought of it as the only way out. It was to disappear, and that is also why I disappeared from my daughter’s life.
( Anais, 26 years old, unemployed)
When I arrived here, I was so tired I could not walk. They immediately called ambulances and A&E. I had no strength, I ate nothing. Really nothing (…) I just smoked a lot (…) I did not sleep, I had nightmares. I wished I would die ( Tears ) (…) I wrote a letter… I wanted to die so that when they opened the letter, the legal services would reopen the case for domestic violence ( Sobs ).
( Jessica, 38 years old, child minder )
I was psychologically unwell, I did not sleep at night. Every time I heard some noises, I was startled. I also had fears, I felt he was coming in, threatening me, I still felt like I was with him. I still felt the effects ( or the facts ) in my body.
(Stephania, 25 years old, unemployed)
When they presented with gynecological symptoms, they complained about the lack of communication during the medical interview or the minimization of the gynecological symptoms by health professionals, which they associated with the violence. I thought it’s weird, I have a problem, I feel nothing and it hurts. I am a robot, I feel nothing (…) nothing (…) nothing at all. I even consulted a gynecologist to explain it. I explained that I felt nothing during intercourse except for the pain. And he said ‘I don’t work on sexuality, you need to go and see a sex therapist ’. He asked when was the last time I took a smear test. He said it was to be done. But for sexuality, he (…) there was nothing that he could do. (Angelina, 30 years old, unemployed)
I thought it’s weird, I have a problem, I feel nothing and it hurts. I am a robot, I feel nothing (…) nothing (…) nothing at all. I even consulted a gynecologist to explain it. I explained that I felt nothing during intercourse except for the pain. And he said ‘I don’t work on sexuality, you need to go and see a sex therapist ’. He asked when was the last time I took a smear test. He said it was to be done. But for sexuality, he (…) there was nothing that he could do.
(Angelina, 30 years old, unemployed)
Female genital mutilation was added to other violence and led to questions on the sexual dysfunctions imputable to one type of violence or the other– genital mutilation or sexual abuse – which they had never raised with a health professional. When I was a little baby, I was mutilated. They removed my clitoris and everything was cut (…) closed. For birth, they opened up a little bit but never raised the issue. Because during intercourse, I feel no (…) never even (…). I never want to. It is very painful. Very often. I don’t know if it’s linked to this or to what was going on with my husband. (Justine, 33 years old, unemployed) Around the age of 8, they cut the… How is it called again? (…). And then, they sutured everything. I remember they were holding my legs. I remember the pain (…) I couldn’t even walk afterwards. To pee, it burnt, it was horrible. I stayed at home until it healed. Then after my first sexual intercourse, the first time, I think it tore. There was bleeding, pain and everything. (…). But I still have a question: even if your vagina is cut, do you remain a virgin? (Sophia,19 years old, unemployed)
When I was a little baby, I was mutilated. They removed my clitoris and everything was cut (…) closed. For birth, they opened up a little bit but never raised the issue. Because during intercourse, I feel no (…) never even (…). I never want to. It is very painful. Very often. I don’t know if it’s linked to this or to what was going on with my husband.
(Justine, 33 years old, unemployed)
Around the age of 8, they cut the… How is it called again? (…). And then, they sutured everything. I remember they were holding my legs. I remember the pain (…) I couldn’t even walk afterwards. To pee, it burnt, it was horrible. I stayed at home until it healed. Then after my first sexual intercourse, the first time, I think it tore. There was bleeding, pain and everything. (…). But I still have a question: even if your vagina is cut, do you remain a virgin?
(Sophia,19 years old, unemployed)
The integrity of the hymen, considered by women to be a proof of virginity, was raised when they reported the impact of the violence, as well as when they explained the motivation to access medical care, even a long time after the violence. I want to come back to what you said when we first met. You said ‘I am a virgin’. I feel like it is important to you to be so. Could you explain it to me? Yes, for us it’s the way it is, you cannot lose your virginity before marriage. And in fact, he ( perpetrator ] said that 50% of women don’t have a hymen. I think he said that (…) to (…) because with penetration and everything, I felt bad. So, he kept saying that the hymen, it didn’t exist, he said the hymen (…) Like it was bullshit (…) and I could have intercourse and remain a virgin. (Alicia, 24 years old, unemployed) ( Describing the gynecological examination ) When you have been subject to sexual violence, there can be lesions or problems. So, one should ask the question to find out and then check for any lesions. There can be internal vaginal tears. Damage in the genital area. Tears of the hymen (…) Small things like this. That’s what gynecological care is for. And sometimes, there can be multiple damages. (Louna, 31 years old, unemployed)
I want to come back to what you said when we first met. You said ‘I am a virgin’. I feel like it is important to you to be so. Could you explain it to me?
Yes, for us it’s the way it is, you cannot lose your virginity before marriage. And in fact, he ( perpetrator ] said that 50% of women don’t have a hymen. I think he said that (…) to (…) because with penetration and everything, I felt bad. So, he kept saying that the hymen, it didn’t exist, he said the hymen (…) Like it was bullshit (…) and I could have intercourse and remain a virgin.
(Alicia, 24 years old, unemployed)
( Describing the gynecological examination ) When you have been subject to sexual violence, there can be lesions or problems. So, one should ask the question to find out and then check for any lesions. There can be internal vaginal tears. Damage in the genital area. Tears of the hymen (…) Small things like this. That’s what gynecological care is for. And sometimes, there can be multiple damages.
(Louna, 31 years old, unemployed)
Levels of uptake of gynecological care and associated factors.
Levels of uptake of gynecological care and associated factors.
The women surveyed showed a lack of knowledge and understanding of the care pathway in France, which led not to seek gynecological care. In addition, reduced or non-use of gynecological care was associated with avoidance of pelvic examination and coercive control by the perpetrator. ( Avoidance ) And well, I don’t like when things are inserted in my vagina, like (…) cameras for example. Cameras? Yes, cameras to look. Or even fingers, or objects. I don’t want any object whatsoever. (Alicia, 24 years old, unemployed) ( Control ) No (…) It was not possible (…) he was always behind me. Even during medical consultations, he is with me when I speak to a physician. (Clara, 29, unemployed) But my gynecologist, he was a man and my husband did not want me to go and see him (…) with him, it had to be a woman, not a man. Because a man, it was forbidden. Whereas for me, it does not matter because he is a physician and is doing his job. Man or woman, there is no difference. That’s also why I did not go back. It was too complicated. (Ana, 33 years old, unemployed)
( Avoidance ) And well, I don’t like when things are inserted in my vagina, like (…) cameras for example.
Cameras?
Yes, cameras to look. Or even fingers, or objects. I don’t want any object whatsoever.
(Alicia, 24 years old, unemployed)
( Control )
No (…) It was not possible (…) he was always behind me. Even during medical consultations, he is with me when I speak to a physician.
(Clara, 29, unemployed)
But my gynecologist, he was a man and my husband did not want me to go and see him (…) with him, it had to be a woman, not a man. Because a man, it was forbidden. Whereas for me, it does not matter because he is a physician and is doing his job. Man or woman, there is no difference. That’s also why I did not go back. It was too complicated.
(Ana, 33 years old, unemployed)
Limited financial resources associated with social vulnerability contributed to the decision not to seek gynecological care. In addition, factors such as low self-esteem and an inability to cope with the consequences of a diagnosis dissuaded women from seeking care. They did not wish to add negative events to an already chaotic and complex life. Actually, I did not (…) uh (…) I left (…) actually, I had an appointment with a gynecologist but did not go (…) I let it go. ( Tears ). In fact, I did not care about myself, even if something happened, it was not a problem. I did not care for myself. ( Ana , 33 years old, unemployed ) I think it was also because (…) well there are too many problems on my mind. It is not a good time. If there is a result and it is not good, I don’t have the strength to face it at the moment. I cannot have even one additional problem. At least I have nothing on that side. I have too much on my mind. ( Jessica, 38 years old, child-minder )
Actually, I did not (…) uh (…) I left (…) actually, I had an appointment with a gynecologist but did not go (…) I let it go. ( Tears ). In fact, I did not care about myself, even if something happened, it was not a problem. I did not care for myself.
( Ana , 33 years old, unemployed )
I think it was also because (…) well there are too many problems on my mind. It is not a good time. If there is a result and it is not good, I don’t have the strength to face it at the moment. I cannot have even one additional problem. At least I have nothing on that side. I have too much on my mind.
( Jessica, 38 years old, child-minder )
Regular uptake of gynecological care was easier during pregnancy. A dependency to the perpetrator for reproductive health could also lead women to seek gynecological care when they did not perceive the need. It was my husband who wanted me to go ( for gynecological check-up ) because I couldn’t conceive any children (…) ( Speaking of her husband ) He said that at his age, it was not normal to only have 3 children. That we needed to have more v I did not want any more children. He was not himself. He changed completely. He said words that still hurt. Slaps too, more and more often. He wanted to show that he was the man and made the decision. (Justine, 33 years old, unemployed)
It was my husband who wanted me to go ( for gynecological check-up ) because I couldn’t conceive any children (…) ( Speaking of her husband ) He said that at his age, it was not normal to only have 3 children. That we needed to have more v I did not want any more children. He was not himself. He changed completely. He said words that still hurt. Slaps too, more and more often. He wanted to show that he was the man and made the decision.
(Justine, 33 years old, unemployed)
b. Perception of violence linked to gynecological care.
Perception of violence linked to gynecological care.
The description of a gynecological examination was close to that of coerced marital sexuality which was not considered to be sexual violence. The gynecological examination, likely to trigger discomfort was always perceived to be necessary and justified, and consent was implied. When the physicians considered the gynecological examination necessary, their consent or approbation was not required. He asked to get undressed and every time, even though I know the answer, I ask ‘Do we take only the top off or everything? Should I remove my underwear too? ’ ( Laughter ). I do it even though I know that everything must come off (…) but well when the physician goes (…) he puts his fingers or something else (…) legs spread you let go (…). And then, I close my eyes to escape a little (…). I close my eyes and let go (…) ( Laughter ). (Cynthia, 27 years old, unemployed)
He asked to get undressed and every time, even though I know the answer, I ask ‘Do we take only the top off or everything? Should I remove my underwear too? ’ ( Laughter ). I do it even though I know that everything must come off (…) but well when the physician goes (…) he puts his fingers or something else (…) legs spread you let go (…). And then, I close my eyes to escape a little (…). I close my eyes and let go (…) ( Laughter ).
(Cynthia, 27 years old, unemployed)
Am I asked permission? (…) Well then (…) that is a good question ( Laughter ) (…). In truth, that is what you go there for, isn’t it? But if you refuse, we say ‘no ’ anyway? On the other hand, they will not force you to undress either (…). For me, a physician is a physician, man or woman by the way. I think that you change as you grow old too. I believe that well they chose that job, and they do it for medical reasons (…) but well, a pair of breasts is a pair of breasts. ( Hélène, 50 years old, air hostess ) It was the first time I had an examination, he used a tube like for ultrasounds, and he put it in my vagina. It’s a bit like penetration honestly ( Laughter ). I had never seen this, it was weird. I thought that an ultrasound was just on the belly I did think that there was also a think on the other side ( Laughter ). (Stéphania, 25 years old, unemployed)
Am I asked permission? (…) Well then (…) that is a good question ( Laughter ) (…). In truth, that is what you go there for, isn’t it? But if you refuse, we say ‘no ’ anyway? On the other hand, they will not force you to undress either (…). For me, a physician is a physician, man or woman by the way. I think that you change as you grow old too. I believe that well they chose that job, and they do it for medical reasons (…) but well, a pair of breasts is a pair of breasts.
( Hélène, 50 years old, air hostess )
It was the first time I had an examination, he used a tube like for ultrasounds, and he put it in my vagina. It’s a bit like penetration honestly ( Laughter ). I had never seen this, it was weird. I thought that an ultrasound was just on the belly I did think that there was also a think on the other side ( Laughter ).
(Stéphania, 25 years old, unemployed)